Despite having a quiet environment, the insides are in turmoil. I think I haven’t felt so aimless in a long time despite having so much to do.
The internal state of things and the external circumstances are totally incongruent. I’m not sure what to make of my current state of life.
This aimlessness is being overcompensated for in craving for base things like food and entertainment. The more I want to know and learn, the more it escapes me with each book and magazine I read.
Oh man. I’m in such a mess. Is anyone else experiencing a pre-midlife crisis? Haha…